if i should die

If I should die
for all to know – I left it all
behind – lo que dije y lo que no
there is a reason, what is left said,
a last word, or unsaid, staid too
si no hay razón, habrá tiempo
para pensar
there will be plenty of questions
and even more, time to think
of answers – I’ve taken with me and left behind.

-Eduardo De Leon, 27 Jan 2003

polenta and monkfish

some boiling water, mint, olive oil, flour
stir, polenta.

monkfish, take out bone in middle, peel skin off with sharp knife, cut in pieces
monkfish is poor man's lobster

butter, wine, dissipate alcohol, juice of 1 lemon, salt, puree of garlic
salt the fish, put back in sauce, simmer

serve fish on top of polenta, add pine nuts, pour some sauce, drizzle of olive oil, a little basil on top.

eat with white wine, and good company
if you can find it

door stuck, cannot open, goo in lock, call police, condo security, what result

we are exceedingly good at this game..

dreams.. a few days ago i saw a former girlfriend in a car with another man- a famous actor.. she pretended to not see me, but only after making eye contact with me..  he smiled and waved as though his celebrity were my joy

pensé que ella me visitaría el pasado fin de semana, sorprendiéndome después de que me había dicho que no vendría.

pero no vino.

no solo eso.  ayer terminamos nuestra relación.

acordamos ser amigos.

:-S

llueve

I have a sneaking suspicion that I may have a visitor this weekend.. an unexpected but welcome visitor..